I’m getting married in 19 days, omg I can’t wait. So, I finally went and seen my therapist the other day and she put me on medication for my anxiety. But the only problem is I am so sleepy on this medication and just want to sleep, maybe it is my body trying to get … Continue reading 5/28/2018


Life as of today!

Life is getting hard again, everything I do is wrong. I hate this feeling I hate knowing I am making him miserable to be with me. I know it’s not easy to be with somebody that has borderline, but I didn’t think I would start pushing him away. I never thought I would feel like … Continue reading Life as of today!