5/28/2018

I’m getting married in 19 days, omg I can’t wait. So, I finally went and seen my therapist the other day and she put me on medication for my anxiety. But the only problem is I am so sleepy on this medication and just want to sleep, maybe it is my body trying to get …

How have you been?

I have less than a month till I get married and I can honestly say that I cannot wait to say I do to my best friends. I honestly love this man with everything that I have. As of today, I don’t think my BPD is going to get in the way. He has done …

Checking in

I have not posted in a min and I'm sorry about that just have a lot of stress going on. Between school and this wedding that is in a little over a month. I have not had a break down in awhile which is good right, but how long till my next one. This medication …

Test

This is just a test on the internet, I have been diagnosed 3 times by 3 different doctors, you can take this test and it will tell you if you should see a doctor or not Comment Borderline girl

How do you?

I waited a couple days to post this, but I believe the days are getting better, but I know I will have another breakdown. Between school and planning a wedding are very stressful. I know I have been feeling good the last couple of days and I think I am doing better. I post awhile …

breakdown

Are they days getting better since my major breakdown, (which didn’t end good at all) or am I just pushing it to the back of my head so I can just try to forget about it. That night was not good at all. I have never known myself to be this violent since my drug …

Coming live from my phone

Today was a great day for me and my husband, hopefully he gets this higher paying job, should know by tomorrow or so hopefully. I start school back up tomorrow also, so I'm super excited about that but already stressed about that. Anybody got some stress tips. Ugh so ready for this next step in …

Not having a great night!

Tired of crying, tired of not feeling like I can do anything right, I guess it’s just one of those nights. I hate this feeling and I hate that I will always feel like this. I will always have BPD, I will always have something wrong with me. I hate it! I just want to …

My story

I have wanted to know since I was 13 years old what was wrong with me, I have always seemed to be really attached to my emotions. I started going to therapy when I was 14 years old, I was diagnosed with anorexia, bi-polar, and manic depression. It scared me to be on medication so …

Positive thinking

Today I went and seen my therapist and she gave me a challenge, name things I like about myself. Well that don’t come easy for me so I have to think about the things I like about myself, but the only things I can think of are the things I have that I like. So, …